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Mm, been a while again but at least this time I posted within the same month as last time. Heheeee.
Anyways, I apologize for the....depressing entry at the beginning of the month but I must say, it worked. I've been feeling a lot better after writing it and yeah, maybe everything will be okay. Or then it's just the energy drink that I just had that's talking.... >.>''
I hate energy drinks.
Mm, I know next year, or the first half of it at least, is going to be prolly one of the toughest of meh life. I have my matriculation exams and if I pass, I graduate which would be so so so rewarding like hell yeah. And I have to study for them like never before! I have to pass, I have to succeed and I can't let anything stand in my way. But maybe everything will go as planned, I pray it does. :3
Christmas was good this year and I actually enjoyed the time my family and I spent together. We didn't fight over like anything which was reeeaally nice. I got a lot of Star Wars crap which was GREAT. And that reminds meeeeee....I've been lured into a new fandom; Star Wars. <3<3<3<3
It's greeeeat and like..I don't know how this even happened! Well, I do but...sheesh! We had a Star Wars marathon with a bunch of friends a while back aka we watched all the movies and ever since then....it's all I've been able to think about. <3<3<3 But I don't mind, I think I needed a small break from FFVII anyways. Not that Star Wars will ever BEAT FFVII, no way, FFVII is just too grand! But it gives me something to pour my love into and is new to me. 8D I just adore Anakin Skywalker and Obi-Wan Kenobi. ^_________________^
Yeah. <3
Anyways, soon I'm off to meh friends house who is holding a New Year's party and she has.....A DISSIDIA PSP! @___@ I can't wait to seeeee it! Hehehehehehehehhe, her PSP is going to totally get along with my Crisis Core one! <3<3<3<3<3 XDDD;;;
Special PSP Bundles = AWESOME WIN. <3
But yeah!
HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE AND SEE YA (TALK TO YA) ALL NEXT YEAAAAAR!!!!
Uh....Just wanted to post something quick.
I don't come here that much anymore, mostly for my friends page if anything. Y'know, all of 'em fic updates and such. 83
Ummm...
Yeah.
OH! YEY! For KH Seph Play Art! 8D I can't wait to see it coloured...*purrs* It's about time too!
Why must someone hurt INNOCENT people..? If you fucking hate the world or yourself or WHATEVER then freakin' SHOOT YOURESELF! Not others....
I JUST...I hate, HATE HATE HATE weak pathetic (fuck, you can't even call them human) people who do this kind of shit.
And to make matters worse, THE FUCKING POLICE KNEW ABOUT IT. THEY KNEW. AND DID NOTHING! Until of course it was too late. Now the guy's in hospital. He'll probably die. They say, the doctors, that even if he survives he'll be a total veggie...
And it's been a little under a year since the Jokela incident, where a 18-year old boy shot 9 people in school. Here, in FREAKIN' PEACEFUL FINLAND.
This all scares me! I have to go to school everyday and who knows! .______.
Urrgh...I feel so disgusted.
And it doesn't help that exam week is starting...*sigh* I was all "I know what'll cheer me up! That AMAZING FIC!" BUT NO. If I start reading it NOW, I won't study for my exams! ;__; GOD DAMN IT ALL.
I don't really know why I'm writing this. :x They say, that writing down your feelings helps sometimes...but YEAH RIGHT.
I dunno, everyone's been all bitchy lately. My sis, my mom, a friend of mine... :/
And I feel like, especially about my friend, that it's my fault, when I know it's not.....*sighsigh* But then again, it might be! And when I ask her, she's all *SMILEFAKESMILE* And I'm like...... *SLAPS*
BUT YEAH. CHRIST, I'll be so embarrassed if I post this.....and I probably willl....aarrggh..
ANYWAYS, TIMEZ TO GET ANGRY.
WTF. NA IS GETTING KH RE: CHAIN OF MEMORIESS:...?!??!? DD:
WE BETTER GET IT TOOOO. OTHERWISE I'LL GO BOMB JAPAN. FOR BEING UNFAIR. DD:<
I WANT IT TOOOO. *clawsself*
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Arrghh........And I HAVE TO drive a CAR tomorrow! I'LL KILL SOMEONE, FOR CRYING OUT LOUD. ;____;
FUCK.
I should be banned the usage of caplocks.... ._____.
I NEED SOME YAOI. NOW.
NEW DISSIDIA TRAILER:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5EWA5KMOT
I totally hadn't noticed before...but Sephiroth has A NEW DESIGN! <3<3<3<3
And that means we will most likely get ANOTHER Seph play art...lol.
WHERE'SCLLOUUUDDD.... .____.
Kefka = SERIOUS LOLING.
I've only played a bit so far (DAMN DS'S BATTERY LAMENESSSS...) And I LOVE it. *_____*
The voice acting is TOP KNOTCH. Cecil's voice is SO VERY EMMOOOO...and Kains is all LOW AND MANLY. <3
Rosa....the voice was a suprise, to say the least. Not sure if it's a positive one yet...
BUT YEAH.
It starts on the GAY SHIP. WITH CECIL ANGSTING. AND THEN HE ANGSTS SOME MORE. AND THEN WITH KAIN. AND ROSA. AND THEN WE GO TO SOME CAVE AND ANGST LI
AND CECIL HAS GAY SILVER HAIR. <3
YEAH.
I WANNA PLAY SOME MORE NOW. *glares at loading DS* And I wanna draw their GAY DRAGOON OUTFITS. <3<3<3
....AND IT'S ALL SO TRUE!
http://project-apollo.net/text/rpg.html
XDDD
(As if I didn't just read the list; FFIV is coming out on Friday! YAY!)
Mainly the reason for my lack of activity has be...tadaa...the start of schoooool. Whopee. :3 Even though my days aren't THAT long, I've just been really tired and all afterwards. D: And all school will do is get harder.... ;___; Well, at least this is my last year! ;3
Another reason for my silent lurking has been because I've been RPing again after like...a REALLY LONG break! :3 So yey for that! It's actually made me quite happy to say the least! Even though I haven't done much yet. Haha. >:3 Been RPing as Cloud and boy, I thought Cloud would be easy...WELL HE AINT. .___. Half the time I don't know what to do! XDD
But I'll get better...just a little rusty, is all. *nodnod*
*hums*
Yeah, started re-playing CC again for the hell of it. Have all my old stats so it's going pretty fast. ;3 I just wanna complete all the missions this time so that I can face Minerva. Andsothatshecankickmyass. xDD
I also bought a Cloud wallscroll after talking about posters/wallscrolls with a friend last night! It's so pretty.....and now Cloudy-boy can join evil!Seph on the wall...yay! Oh! And my friends got me AC Tifa figure for my b-day! YAY! So I got all excited and started playing around with all my pretties and then...CLOUD'S LEG BROKE OFF AGAIN! DDDD
And now I have...a Cloud-leg. xDD;
AANNNDD...The best part in the last month must be the fact that another friend got me a FFVII 10th ANNIVERSARY can! The one with Zack and gang all posed with the blue bg! <3<3<3<3 aahh!
Yeah. :3 But from now on, I promise to comment and stuff more. ;3
(((( Please let the big suprise at Square Enix's DKΣ3713 Private party be.........a Final Fantasy VII remake...please...please...
*crosses fingers*
Please.....please....
All the stuff at the party announced so far makes me a happy gamer!
<3<3<3<3<3 ))))
All those new games that are coming out.....I don't even know where to start. ;__;
I'm most excited over...well the suprise, since it's supposed to have something to do with FFVII....and anything concerning FFVII is at the top of my list. *nodnod*
Dissidia looks so awesome too. Some site claimed that both Kefka and Sephiroth are playable (duh..) so....I really don't need to wonder who I'll play with first. Unless you have to unlock Seph, which would actually make a lot of sense. T__T Damn it.
Birth By Sleep, amazing graphics, interesting plot, not-Zack main character, it's all good. :3 Out of the three new KH titles, it's BBS that's got me by the neck. (And of course it's gonna be released last...)
358/2 Days....well, damn, what fanservice! AkuRoku will rise again after that one. o___o I just wanna know what Xion (14th member) looks like! And why she 'aint in KH2.
Aannnddd....then there's the XIII's. :3 You'll get the playable demo with AC COMPLETE but I wonder if it'll come out here. Probably not. And there is a rumor going around that FFXIII will get a EU release first. ( YEAH RIGHT...) If it did...I think we'd just be too shocked to do anything.
Lightning looks so awesome. And for once, a female protagonist. Wow. :3 Versus' main character, the Prince, well....he just looks so...normal. It's like they put Sasuke into a leather outfit. .____. C'mon Tetsuya! You can do better!
Well enough about games for now. All in all, I'm happy to own a PSP and a PS3. :3 And pretty much every other console...but yeah.
*goes back to playing CC*
*nodnod*
It actually made me want to cosplay the Joker!! xDD;; He had such awesome makeup on!! Joker was really a creepy guy. In fact, he was outright terrifying. *shivershiver*
And the whole theme of the movie was so interesting...I don't really wanna spoil anything but damn, it got me.
Okay...
Animecon was last weekend and I seriously haven't had that much fun in ages!! : DD My Zack cosplay was pretty good and I was proud to be him. There were about...4 other Zacks. :3 And I got some photos with three different Aeriths and two Genesis'. : DDD And then we took some...*coughcough*yaoiphotos*coughcough*
There were no Seph's! ;___; Even though someone claimed to have seen one but I never did. The last time I saw a rl Seph cosplay was...in Animecon '06. He's rather hard to do. Yup. .____.
I'll be cosplaying Zack for some time since...well he is my fave character but at some point, probably next year, I'd like to do JENOVA. :3 And then later Aerith.
Mhh. On the last note, I'm turning 18 tommorow. BOY. I'll be legal. I'll be an ADULT. :o It's all fun and good. Though, I actually hate my B-day. My mom likes to make it all dramatic and she believes that I'm bitter over never having a party as a child 'cause no one was home during summer vacation. And I mean, it did bug me when I was younger. But now I just try to keep my mouth shut and not say anything.
But yeah. Let my final hours as a child commence!
*is not bothered to look for any spelling mistakes*
Apparently Square Enix has (had?) a booth at the San Diego Comic Con this year and they had some of the upcoming FF/KH Playarts on display.....
AND WE'RE GETTING A ZACK!!! FINALLY!! You can see him facing east.....He has his *SEXIER* hairstyle.....*licks*
There's also INFANTRYMAN!CLOUD....<3<3<3<3
What suprised me most are the Dissidia playarts up on the thingy...there's Squall (left) and Tidus (right)...I believe. :3
Also, Lightning looks SO AWESOME. <3<3<3
Here is the pic:
http://member.square-enix.com/na/blog/
ENJOY!
<3<3<3<3<3
Okay, so Animecon is on the weekend and hoo-boy I can't wait!! :3
I'll be cosplaying (crossplaying) my fave character, Zack Fair! YAY! :3 My sister will be going as Yazoo. The outifts are so prreettyyy and cool. I also managed to find a decent Zack-like wig. :3 I might have to style just a tad more but it's pretty good.
The Buster Sword on the other hand...
*sigh*
Well the first version was an EPIC!FAIL....Too big and not sturdy enough to hold its own weight...
But now, with help from my dad, we managed to make a pretty decent one. And I'm kinda proud. :3
Painting it tough proved to be a challenge too...
'Cause when you look at the one Zack has in CC, it's all golden and red. Right? Then in the FFVII, when Cloud has it, it's all...metal.
BUT....since I AM COSPLAYING ZACK, I'll go with the CC one. :3 More colour too.~<3
Yeah. :3 Maybe I'll post pictures after the con.
ANYWAYS. For the time being, here is a little SEPHYKINS picture that I drew ages ago. :o He's been all prettyfied with PSP.
http://mashin.deviantart.com/art/PurpleR
Ja-ne!
Started playing FFVII again for the hell of it. Gods, it's such an amazing game.~<3
Made it up to the part where Cloudy-boy tell's 'em AVALANCHE folk his version of Nibelheim. Awwie, poor Cloud. So messed up.
But at least I got to see Seph and his crazy 1997 bangs of doom. xDD;
On another note, Super Smash Bros. Brawl is FINALLY coming out here in Europe next Friday (aka the 27th) and hoo-boy have I been waiting! To duke it out with Capt. Falcon and PIKACHU...-shot- lol...and Snake. xDD;;
THAT brings me back to FFVII (sorta) again....I'm so excited over Dissidia! :3 Did you guys see them pics of Tidus and Jecht? :3 Well, I can't wait to see good old Seph 'n Cloud all Tetsuya styled again. :3 Tetsuyas drawings are such an inspiration~<3<3<3 And I hope you get to fight as Seph in Dissidia! That would be SO COOL. xDD;; Damn, I'd chase Cloud around the field like a nut. >:333 And maybe Zack could be an unlockable character or something....
Yesss.......<3
Hmm, but yes, it's 2:30 AM here, so that means....TIME TO SLEEP.
My doggies had a fight today and now they're licking their wounds...and the sound annoys me. Mrrgh.
I'll try to update more.....Hell, I put up my RenZoo fic so I oughta have more time now. :3
Oh god, I think I started crying during the last boss fight and then went straight on through unti the end of the credits.
It's just so wrong.... ;___;
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!WARNING: SPOILERS FROM HERE ON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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At least Zack died with a smile on his face. And his last words were really touching....
"So, do you think I became a hero?" Or something like that....
I was screaming YES YES!!! at my PSP..... *smile*
Ahh....And the whole DMW thingy being messed up in the last fight. With Aerith's head stuck on it. So tragic, fitting and beautiful. Oh, I think I'mma start crying again.... ;____;
Crisis Core really is one awesome game. <3
Other cool parts in the game where....
Well, when Seph announced that they're going to Nibelheim. :3 And also his memory of fighting Genesis and Angeal on the Junon canon. I loved that part. :3 ( and Seph's eyelashes........>D)
All the Aerith parts where really cute. ^__^
23 tiny wishes...and 89 letters.
One part that REALLY and I mean REALLLLLYYYY pissed me off was when Genesis started mocking Seph in the Nibelheim reactor. That was really the one time I wanted to truly hurt Genesis. And it confused me as well. Sephiroth said that he didn't care wether Genesis' words about him beign a monster were true or not. Yet he still went nuts after finding out about Jenova and his own birth.
Ah, I guess I was just hoping for a better solution...
But I'll stop now, I might start crying so.....bye.
I love you Zack!
I can't believe CC is so close already....Back in September when the japanese release took place I was like "Well, hopefully by next year..."
And then...was it at the end December when they announced the NA date? I said "Three months 'aint that long, right? RIGHT?"
And now we're here! :3 I amazed I can sit still. When KH2 was nearing it's VERY LATE EUROPEAN RELEASE DATE ( 29th of September 06) I was practically breaking stuff and foaming. But for some reason I've been able to keep my cool this time. (Gotta look good for Zack!) xD
And God bless, the PSP is region free........
Deviantart was FULL of Spoilers for KH2 back in the day and it was SO ANNOYING AND UNFAIR! OKay, so I do know more about CC since...well...I dunno, I can't let everything pass by and for Zack's sake they show most of the ending in the extended japanese trailer....SINCE WE ALL KNOW HOW IT ENDS.
I'm not crying.........( LOL LOZ MOMENT) I'm seriously gonna have problems facing stuff in that game....Namely Zack's tragic ending and....Nibelheim. : / Nibelheim is so unfair. But then you think about the POSITIVE stuffs like Avalanche and and and......YEAH.
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Ahh....
What did you guys think of Aeriths english voice? I liked it. Though, seems like she has a new voice actress? I'm not sure. AND CLOUD! He was so great! xDD I love that simultaineous (lol....probably spelled that wrong...) line Zack and Cloud had!! So cute! <3<3 And Reno and Rude, great as always....Tseng was good too. CIssnei was okay...sounded a little stiff but then again she barely said her own name. :o
Now I just wanna hear more Seph and Zack and Aerith and Cloud....haha!
So close.....so close.....<3 Yet, I'll have to wait 3-5 day 'cause of delivery but still! SO CLOSE. -pets her japanese version of CC-
Anyways.....I know I haven't written anything here in ages and I don't really do much in LJ but I just like following people's stuff here and checking out the CC/ FFVII clubs and especially the CCFFVII Countdown. :3 Makes my day better everytime I visit. ^___^
Hmmm, it seems I only write game related shit here..and that's all about FFVII and CC too. HAHAHH!
Anyways, this is some OLD meme I found:
1. The first character I fell in love with: Tidus ( FFX)
2. The character I never expected to love as much as I do now: Zack lol....
3. The character everyone else loves that I don't: Sasuke (Naruto) I hate the whole series...AND! Reno...from FFVII.
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4. The character I love that everyone else hates: JENOVA....xDD
5. The character I would shag snuggle anytime: Zack! <3<3<3
6. The character I'd want to be like: Aerith maybe, she is so calm and nice and....well, pure. (andshegetsZack) >;3 But I'm NOTHING like her...
7. The character I'd slap: Seph!!! xDDD Moron, for giving up all that he had before Nibelheim.
8. A pairing that I love: SephCloud.....ahahah. I think it's ment to be. I mean Aerith dies ( and is more for Zack) and Tifa....noo....Don't get me wrong, I like Tifa but...no...
9. A pairing that I despise: CloudTifa.....URGH.
10. Favorite character: I love Zack, but I'm obsessed with Sephiroth.....So...you decide. : /
11. What are your five favorite things about your fandom? Errk, STORY! CHARACTERS! MUSIC! HAHA! And it's so TRAGIC...and....ALL OF IT! SO diverse. :3
12. What are your five least favorite things about your fandom? VERY popular. Main canon couple (CxT) Sad ending. Well no...and yes. Ahh....I love it too much, there's so few things wrong with it.
13. Who are your five favorite characters? Zack Fair, Sephiroth, Aerith and different fandoms Kratos (ToS) and Axel.
14. Who are your five least favorite characters? HOJO! >:v Reno...lol. The Brothers from AC.
15. What are your five favorite pairings? SephCloud, ZackAerith, RikuSora, AkuRoku and SephCloudAerithZack xDD (Okay, the last one was a foursome)
16. What are your five least favorite pairings? CloudTifa, ZackCloud ( I'll read it but still...) CloudYuffie, RENOCLOUD. JEESUS. SephVincent.
17. Which character are you most like? I'm like....Errghh, les'see....I wanna be there for people so that's a Zack trait (and also my constant humor lol and I want to befriend people who seem alone. It's not right for anyone to be left alone...No matter what they say!) but then sometimes I fall too deep into myself and my past (srlsy) so that's like Cloud. I'm a mix of both....probably with some ill comments and nerve jabbing from Crazy!Seph ( I can be quite the bastard/ bitch) and annoyance from Yuffie mixed in. ( lol...I just took all my fave characters and crushed their personas to be like mine!!! xDD)
18. What is your deep, dark fandom secret? Don't mind my fave pairing list, I love hetero shizzle too. And I'm way more for FRIENDSHIP rather than ROMANCE. :3
Ja-ne!
EDIT: Well, damn, I came really late... xDD;; Now I feel like an idiot. Running around with old news. Damn, damn...
Oh well, the news is so great, it should be announced EVERY DAY.
END EDIT
Most of you probably already know this...but...
OMG....
AIEIEIEHIH! I just heard the english voices for Zack, Sephiroth, Angeal and Lazard....
o______o
omg......OKAY.
So Zack. He sounds....well...good, I guess. Not as...maybe...boyish as I would have liked but good still. :3 OH!! And it's ZACK! NOT ZAX OR ZACKS OR WHATEVER! THANK LORD.
Angeal was good, as was Lazard.
Seph.......hmmm....OKay, gotta remember he's sane....not crazy. And I only heard one line from him. xDDD The shoulder shrug he made in the video.... xDDD And the I'm-not-yet-insane-but-will-be-shortly-l
Zack was really cute! xDDD And I loved the way Angeal shoved Zack away! o3o''
You can see the videos here: http://media.psp.ign.com/media/711/71134
xDDDD
Now we'll have to wait for Aerith and Cloud. -nodnod-
I hope Aerith doesn't sound like she did in KHII...She was too robotic. : /
But I liked her in AC.
And Cloud. He can't be too emo yet, I mean, the kids like 16 in CC. And Nibelheim hasn't even happend yet.
AHhahahahh! What a way to make my DAY! <3<3<3<3
Nothing else much to say, except here's a little something I update on meh DA gallery today.
'tis JENOVAAAAA!
http://mashin.deviantart.com/art/J-E-N-O-V-A-7
Enjoy!
:3
And have a lovey New Years, people!
Merry Christmas to everyone who celebrates!
I'm going to Switzerland tommorow and we'll be spending a week there....It's fun and all. :3 ((But I won't be posting or answering comments.))
Though I hope my parents wont star fighting.... o__o
Since we're not taking any gifts with us, we opened them today!
-cheer-
I got:
Singstar for PS3
A Moogle cellphone strap... so ccuttee....<3<3
A Optimus Prime helmet as a joke from my friends... XDDDD;;; Uhuhuh...Optimus is so gggrreeaatt.... :3
Transformers DVD
And then for the whole family a Wii. :o And Mario Party 8 for that. -nodnod-
And my sis got Assassins Creed for the PS3 so that's cool. :3
Speakig of games, I've dicided to make a New Years resolution this year. :o I'mma promise not to buy ANY new games until Crisis Core in March. Why? Since I've bought so MANY this year and haven't like finished any of them yet. -badbad-
Games that I'm playing right now include:
Dragon Quest VIII
Final Fantasy VI
Final Fantasy IX
Folklore
Rogue Galaxy (but that's cuz it's broken)
Devil May Cry 3
Tales of the Wolrd: Radiant Mythology. (Last boss!!!)
And many more.....
I kinda feel ashamed for buying all these games. I really gotta stop. So no games until Zack. :3
Oh Zack....<3<3
Back in the day I went crazy about KHII's release date, so I have to try and control the urges for CC this time, though I kow he release date already so it shouldn't be as bad.
lol now I'm getting random....
I think I'mma go back to hugging my Crisis Core PSP now.....<3<3
-licklick-
Finally, it's coming out in the NA. Sure I live in Europe but I'mma order it....
The date is March 25th, 2008. :3
Haven't had time to post otherwise!
THANK YOU GOD.
-so happy-

